Moment Captured - (Just a THANK YOU Note Published within OFSS - written by me to thank you the team )

Today then, when is the right moment I shall indulge the pleasure of saying heartfelt Thank You to Deepak Jain, Sanjay Chavadi & Sudeep Pendharkar who posed as a binding force in true fashion when I was completely torn by "PART TIME EMPLOYEE PROCESS".

Even during these tough times, they were still able to create a potential in me & nurture that further by demonstrating the much needed trust. Deepak & Sudeep affirming “Everything would be fine just concentrate on how can you be your best” & Sanjay suggesting “Talk to the concerned, you will certainly get magic key out of this lock“ was always a boost to hoping good.

This day I feel 'Yes there I stand high with People who trust me'– Thanks!

Kavita Bansal

Worth of a Coin !!

I have one coin,
I loose it I gain it
i cry... I try to find it everywhere
I am all Lost
i see here and there with scared vision
I wanna get that coin to feel happiness
I am not finding it
I am not finding it
I have one coin
I loose it I gain it
and I am not finding it !!!!!

25thMay,2008

LUV , Kavita

Another Poetry Competition-Result Awaited - Keeping my fingers crossed !!

CoLoRfUL StRoKeS!!
Let's paint the sky
Let's paint the land
Let's paint the world
Let's paint our Wonderland - with ColoRfuL Strokes!!

Let's paint it splendid Golden Hues.
Ones that enrich & stimulate Laughter.
Let's try streaks of dazzling violet bluesColor that adds wonder.

Let's use Colors sudued or vibrantly hued.
Colors of joy & mystery.
Ones that amaze me.
Making me feel wooed.

I will use midnight blue-blacks!
The pure COLD WHITE!
Adding delight & surprise.
They are the colors that shimmer amidst the night skies like NIGHT LIGHTS.

I will try misty muted BLUE.
One that is silver sparkled.
A bit of chilly red or zesty orange.
I will color Aliveness with them all!

These Colors - I can paint the whole UNIVERSE.
Lets put the music on - and hum to the tunes
Lets Savour differet shades and strokes of LIFE!
The ColoRfUL Strokes.................

Anecdote Competition i won a consolation For - Experience with admin of i-flex

Mission- Pigeon-Hole-Rack!
Now that I had finished my days work and had all the time in the world, I moved-off my seat and marched towards the ‘Pigeon-hole-rack’. With youthful exuberance I hit the box titled ‘JKL’ searching for post that would bear Kavita.
WHAT???Not even single-one in my name. Can’t happen - All tired but hopeful I started to dig out other boxes for that most needed “IMPORTANT DOCUMENT’

RUB A DUB DUB
KAVITA IS NOT UP WITH THE DAYS GRUB
DIG OUT
DIG OUT
YOU NEED TO PUT SOME MORE GRUB!!

And there – there it was lying, unnoticed. What if I would have misplaced it – such an important document. LET’S image being an ADMIN CONSULTANT. At that very moment I shooted out a POLITE-MAIL skirting the incidence and putting the limelight on the haphazard arrangement of posts in the ‘Pigeon-hole-Rack’.

Adkins Reply –

POSTS ARE ARRANGED IN ALPHABETICAL ORDER BUT BY SURNAME NOT NAME!!

Funny know - RUB A DUB DUB WHAT A GRUB IT WAS :)
And yes - ‘ADMIN IS REALLY THERE FOR US 24X7 TO MAKE OUR LIFE EASY’

Cheers!!!
Kavita Bansal

Excruciating Never-Ending Pain !!

This molassy swamp of past thoughts --kinda give me a death-blow everyday . I could never be satisfied being counted as second best . But I am taking watever is coming my way without any protests . Not in my worst nightmares have I experienced such a pain .This feeling of a substitue has to be the greatest insult one human being can offer another. But see I am all Silent ....... seeing my dreams bleeding out !!!
State : Shatterred!!
Stength lay in a kind of stern Endurance.

Date/Boyfreind-Girlfriend Relation ----- not in my Dictionary

I'm in the best hands in my life
Sad am I
NOOOO I am not
Happy am I ?
Yesssssssss I am
I am Happy

" ahmm,hmm,aahhh, surely,haha" -- words that jewel the throat of laconic conversationalists were jewelling my words. Strange !!! eewww .... wierd know :)

Turning white , bursting with wild joy and defiance at the same time , I stepped forward to face my FATE. I knew i had never had a good voice for "Dates and Fun" elements ,but i also knew that i could be a good companion full of "Love and Care" and that was what matterred.
So there I jumped with 100% me and soon I was singing my song, I was dancing my tunes ---and and there he stood Big and boisterous. He knew how to lavish me with humor, look me in the eye, slap shoulders, shake hands, crack a joke, share a confidence, poke fun at his own girth.

Date, Boyfriend, Girlfriend I seriously don’t know the meaning of these hefty words. Only thing I know is what I got ---- I got Happy Sweet Smarty Pants !!! And only thing I can wish is ---- my Smarty Pant STAYS--- STAYS there Forever !!!

Present State -- I am Blessed !!!
Time Span – march 2008
Event – Holi
WITH LOVE
KAVI

Wiping every Tear in every eye --- c'mon huh !!

they say ......
Ecstacy Lies in finding SOLACE in their Happiness!!!
See!!! I had been so wilfully landing myself in these kind of self- destructive situations. It seems so unlike me ..yukkkk!!
Self Respect all shatterred ..huh...but i have managed to exist !!

Present State : Stupid
Still With Love
Kavita